Sporadic as it is, I am writing more entries here. My faith in Christ has grown so much recently. Being married to Erin has really woken me back up to feeling my faith and not just knowing it. She is a girl and naturally more emotional which is exactly what I need to be around. I am too analytical, she is good for me.
I see and feel everyday now, that I don't deserve a wife, friends, a job, loving parents(on the other side of the country), food, air, a warm place to sleep at night and, most important, the friendship with God that I have recieved.
To think that a friktard like me, who should be put in a hole is so rich. One day I will see God....I will be at peace with all who I have offended....when I want to see his face, I will only have to look up.
He must have suffered real bad, to make me so rich,
Ryan
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